"It may change, but I am now clueless about fear of death.
I used to 'get it.' I totally don't 'get it' any more.
Oh, I desperately want to be here to help, as long as I can help!
But fearing death? I just don't get it. When the time is up, it is up!
What's to fear? Twice last week cars almost took my life.
My pulse didn't rise a beat then, or now. This is not about
being careless or reckless. I'm sure it has to do with living
on the battlefield, ALWAYS, for a Mission worth more than one's life.
I find this quite amazing, and I can barely remember my old way, of fear." SL
Oh, I desperately want to be here to help, as long as I can help!
But fearing death? I just don't get it. When the time is up, it is up!
What's to fear? Twice last week cars almost took my life.
My pulse didn't rise a beat then, or now. This is not about
being careless or reckless. I'm sure it has to do with living
on the battlefield, ALWAYS, for a Mission worth more than one's life.
I find this quite amazing, and I can barely remember my old way, of fear." SL